As the rains continue to better,
standing on the balcony,
I watch the rain drops,
converge into one pool of water;

I wish you were here,
standing next to me,
in this rain soaked night,
holding hands, scheming of things preety;

Wondering to myself, so late at night,
what is it that attracts me to you?
Thinking to myself, why are you always in my mind?
What power do you have in what you do?

Designed by ;

Boi Boi

Post by ;

Janet

THINKING ABOUT WHERE I STOOD,
I TRY TO PUSH YOU OUT OF MY MIND,
BUT EVERY TIME I PUSH YOU OUT OF MY THOUGHTS,
YOU CRAWL BACK INTO MY WORLD AND FILL MY SENSES. 

IT'S SO HARD TO KEEP SMILING,
AND CONTINUE DENYING WHAT I FEEL,
I DON'T KNOW WHY,
A THOUSAND REASON I HAVE NONE.


I CAN'T GO ON LIKE THIS,
I CAN'T PRETEND ITS FINE,
WHEN I JUST WANNA BE WITH YOU,
HOLD YOU TIGHT TONIGHT AND EVERY NIGHT. 

WROTE BY ; 

BOI BOI

POST BY ; 

JANET

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Shivers rush up my spine, 

As the midnight gently carries past,

I lay on my back and count the stars,

Twinkling in the moonlit sky all alone. 

Designed by ;

Boi Boi

Deep In My Heart

Ok... Hi readears!!... Hahaha... Hopefully got someone read my confessions... Now is 0310... I'm still not sleep yet cause I'm chatting with friends... Erm... Actually I'm a bit sleepy but I still wanna update my blog... Here's the story begins :

Actually I'm not sure with my feelings... Last 3 days... Which is on Saturday(12.03.11) night... HE call me... HE told me to study well cause tomorrow (Sunday 13.03.11) I got test for RC... n HE oso got said wanna meet me up on Sunday... I was like OMG... Wat should I do??!!!... Then I juz say ok...!!

On the next day, which is Sunday... I went there... N bout 1100 somethin... I go check whether HE is there or not... I'm damn shocked cause HE turned up dat day... I'm scared... I dun noe wat should I do on dat time... then I go upstairs back... Study2... Then lunch time... HE was there again... HE'S not moving... HE talking to the guard... I damn shy to say HI to HIM... then I juz see HIM from far oni... Seriously I dun noe wat to do on dat time... I really wanna say HI to HIM... But then no strenght for me to do dat things... I talk, talk, talk, talk, with my friends all while taking our lunch... I still saw HIM standing patiently... Seriously it makes me feel guilty... Then I juz let him be with the guard... Then after we finish our lunch... I go toilet take tissue cause after dis we gonna have to do CPR... then I juz have a quick turn to see HIM... Then all of us go upstairs cause wanna try do dat CPR... Then suddenly my friend bully me... They use all my tissue cause they have finish their tissue oso... Then I have to go down back to take more tissues.... I'm damn shocked again cause HE still there... HIS not goin home yet... Damn pity HIM... I do ntg... Straightly go toilet take tissue n go upstairs back... U noe wat.. When the time I go back... must cross infront HIM... hahaha... Dat time I feel damn strange... Then I have no more chance to go downstairs to check whether HE go back or still wait cause I'm doin my test... Then test finish at 1545... I go downstairs n see whether HE still there or not... Luckily HE'S not there anymore... It makes me feel better otherwise I will blame myself for not seeing HIM... Cause HE told me last night in phone call HE will try HIS best to come n meet me... N then I do lidat to HIM... So its like not worth to HIM...

Then... Yesterday morning which is on Monday(14.03.11)... HE call me once again... HE the one who mark my paper... HE said dat my chance is high to pass the test... HE oso got ask me bout the promise... I juz said "I got see u from far oni"... Then HE said "y didnt u say HI to me???"... Then I said I'm damn shy"... Luckily HE didnt angry to me... LOL... If I pass... Means I'm gonna get a cert... N there is 1 more stupid rules... Must go for at least 3 public duties then oni can get the cert... Like hell right??

Dats all oni readers... I really appreciate it when u read dis... XDD... thanks readers...
 (0350)

My True Ghost Story

Today around 1930....

I was alone in my dining room... my mother is taking her bath n my sis oso n my dad is not reach home yet.... Im so hyper that time... I jump there, jump here, without any lights on and I oso got play songs....

then, suddenly... I saw a shadow.... passed behind me.... I was wondering wat is dat actually... its moving towards my parents's room..... Im damn shocked.... I tot it was my sis... then I try to follow dat creature.... n the most scary part is... no one inside the room....

without sayin anytin.... I quickly run n on all the lights in my house.... then my sis finish her bath... she leave the toilet.... n my father oso reach home.... dats make me feel more safe.... n I try to forget bout dat thing.... but then when the time I wan to take my bath... I close my bedroom door.... n suddenly I feel the same thing.... I quickly go get my parents.... Im not sure wat is dat... n wats the reason they wanna find me...??
~2153~

Poem Before I Say Yes

Romance is the languange of love,
It is the way that you show your partner that you care about them,
Every person has their own idea of what they might consider romantic,
For some it will be dressing up for the other or buying flowers or jewelery,
There is no way to know what is romantic without knowing the person,
Romance is created by the feeling that you are genuinely cared about,
All romance has one thing in common,
It must show the other person that you care enough to find out what is meaningful to them,
But the person you never meet one before.   

What I love About You

The sparkle in your eye,
The warmth of your skin.
Your breath on my neck,
That shakes me within.

The touch of your hand,
The smell of your hair.
The naughtiness in your smile,
That strength in your stare.

Your kiss on my lips,
Your body near mine.
The stroke of your touch,
That feeling inside.

The Compassion in your embrace.
The power in your face.
The beating of your heart.
That we may never part.

The beauty of your kiss,
and that magic in your touch.
It is for all these reasons and more,
Why I love you so much......